its the only answer. i tried everything, tried hanging out with my family, the few friends i got, i quit school, etc. even though these things made me feel better in there own way, i still hate life. i have no motivation at all try to live life the way it should be lived. nothing works, i was born this way and i will die this way. there is no point to live anymore, i just dont care, its.... umm... boring i guess. i just want to end it, for everything i try it seems it just gets worse and worse.......... i might finally go through with it and hope for something better once i go, even though deep down i dont think theres gonna be anything..... even if i cant go through with it, it would be better if i dont come back here again. goodbye.