Hi. So recently, my Boyfriend had been arrested and is now remanded in custody until the 26th this month where his hearing will take place. I have been so depressed since then (I have actually been suffering from depression for a very long time now but the current situation turned my whole world upside down), I've gone to see a Doctor who has referred me to Counselling and prescribed me with sleeping pills because I keep waking up at around 3am despite how early or late I go to bed at night.. I feel so lost, what do I do? I feel so much guilt over what happened, and believe that if I were a much better girlfriend, my man wouldn't be in this situation, he would have been a lot happier and I could have protected him from whatever led him to be in this position.I am trying to cope alone, but I can't handle all the triggers around me, like when I go out, all these places I go to hold such happy memories of me and my man going to these places together, holding hands, kissing, and I break down and cry (even in public) because I just can't help it. I wish I could avoid going to these places but to be honest, I can't, because the University I go to is within those areas. I miss my man so much, before he was arrested, we were talking about a future together, we were really serious about moving in together, getting married etc. but all that has been put on hold and I'm left trying to pick up the pieces.I just can't stop crying and feel like I can't do anything in my life because he's not here at home with me. He was a reason why I even got this far with my depression in the first place because only he understood me. I don't know what to do. Has anyone here experienced their loved one getting arrested and getting locked up in prison for a long time? If so, how do you cope? This is the first time something like this has ever happened to me and it HURTS LIKE HELL!