brain telling me to overdose

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by *lonely~star*, Dec 20, 2009.

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  1. *lonely~star*

    *lonely~star* Member

    Im under the crisis team at the moment...I just phoned them but they didnt really help...

    Now Im still sitting here with a lot of tablets in my bag...and I want to take them.

    I want the shit to stop forever

    Im so disgusting.
  2. Tam

    Tam Well-Known Member

    Don't take them, give yourself some time - you're not saying what's going on for you, please talk to us some more, don't do anything until you've given us the chance to hear your pain.
  3. *lonely~star*

    *lonely~star* Member

    I have anorexia..and Ive had enough of having her in my brain.
    My BMI is in the emaciated range...but still not thin enough..Still have to work..still have to listen to her..

    there are some days that I binge and it makes me feel like utter shite....

    I just cant deal with anything anymore...just want it all to stop...
  4. bubblin girl

    bubblin girl Well-Known Member

    hope you feel better soon...just contnue talking...exiplain more??
  5. *lonely~star*

    *lonely~star* Member

    I jsut want my anorexia to stop....
  6. I need help

    I need help Well-Known Member

    Have you seen a therapist about it? he/she can really help!
    Please don't give up!!
  7. *lonely~star*

    *lonely~star* Member

    Yeah I have one now...Im going into an eating disorder unit in the new year...its just the feelings and thoughts I have now....:'(
  8. I need help

    I need help Well-Known Member

    I understand how you feel... be strong! I'm sure you'll get helped just need to let them help you! open to their therapy!! and for the time being,just be careful and keep yourself safe!!
    if you ever need to talk you can always send me a p.m!
  9. ~Claire

    ~Claire Well-Known Member

    Can you get rid of the tablets or give them to someone to look after?

  10. *lonely~star*

    *lonely~star* Member

    There is no one to give them to right now....otherwise I would.....

    Sorry Im such a pain :(
  11. ~Claire

    ~Claire Well-Known Member

    You're not a pain hun & there's no need to apologise either :hug:.

    Is there somewhere you can put the tablets? Out of sight, out of mind sort of thing?
  12. I need help

    I need help Well-Known Member

    Just wanted to agree with claire and say you're not a pain at all!!We care..!
    I really hope you feel better!!
  13. *lonely~star*

    *lonely~star* Member

    :'( I have put them out the way for now....


    My Anorexia says I have to take them in the morning.....Im going to be out all day tomorrow so I could take them in the morning, then go out and just wait for the effect to happen??

    ARGH I dunno cos if something happens then someone calls an ambulance and I refuse treatment ill be in shit right?

    But I need to go out

    and I need to take the tablets :'(

    Sorry sorry

    Im such a horrible person
  14. ~Claire

    ~Claire Well-Known Member

    Why do you need to take them hun?
  15. *lonely~star*

    *lonely~star* Member

    My anorexia says I have too

    and at least if I do

    it would make her go away too
  16. I need help

    I need help Well-Known Member

    Don't listen to her!
    Listen to some music! or do something else to distract yourself!!!
    Can you call a family relative or a friend to get over there and be with you?
  17. *lonely~star*

    *lonely~star* Member

    Im listining to music right now :D

    There would be no point tonight..its tomorrow Im going to have the problem and I can be rather stubborn at times
  18. I need help

    I need help Well-Known Member

    Then please get someone to stay with you tomorrow so you wont have to deal with it alone!!
  19. ~Claire

    ~Claire Well-Known Member

    I read that you're going to an eating disorder unit in the new year. Do you have any follow up between now & then, a therapist or cpn that you could call?

    I agree with I need help, distracting yourself & keeping busy can help. You've said that you have to go out tomorrow, try & concentrate on that & not listen to what the anorexia is saying.

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