Hi out there, first thank you for all of your help. I just got put on a break from the hospital this afternoon. I have been through electric shock treatments. I am home to see how I am going to do but I am by myself. I am allergic to anti depressents, therefore the shock treatments but now i am sitting here by myself with nothing so yes I am very anxious and nervous, no one really knows how I am going to make out here. but i do want to thank you for you help you have given me.