Which is worst? Emotional or physical abuse? Ive gone trough both and I must say I suffer more from the emotional. I love this forum. The fact, that at least one person is reading my problems is a start of a healing process. Don't you think? How many of us build a wall around in real life? Feeling lonely, because we don't trust anyone or have anybody that takes the effort to understand us... Well, to my story, boyfriend loves me... but I can't take his crap anymore.. He is unreliable, lies constantly, and makes up excuses for everything. That should familiar to most of you guys.. the answer is probably simple. Just break up with him! I have... many times.. but he wouldnt stop calling texting or sending people to me to talk to me. Today he came over to my house just to say hes sorry for everything and it looked like he was crying but I dont believe one word that is coming out of his mouth. Now breaking up is easy, but what about the post-breakup? I looked up some tips online on how to deal with breakups. Basically just loving yourself again, start new hobbies or pick up new ones, go out with friends, socialize, join the gym etc. This sounds like fun and exciting but for me, I find it hard to initiate conversations with people sometimes even with friends. Anyway .... tomorrow is my birthday and I feel like spending it by myself. Thank you for reading this post. Whoever you are, I will never forget the people who give me courage that they're other out there that Really care. God bless.