well i is about to fuck up one of my new years resolutions, to give up the ODing uh huh, well i said i wouldnt even touch a paracetamol again, well i was wrong. Now im about to fuck it up even more. Yep a box of pills next to me. Each one helps me get away from reality. SO fuck it, ive allready taken some, not for the reason i told someone, so i might aswell do the rest. So fuck it.