Ok so i have gone like 8 or 9 months now with out cutting even a little bit. found out that donating blood helps me or at least makes the urge weaker. well i been going through some stuff lately and i feel like i need it. release i need it badly so they are having a blood drive up here and i was turned away because i have my tongue pierced....wtf that is stupid. so now i have to go to distraction. i dont want to do it. im tired of having scars all over my body.