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GP I hope you reconsider. You are a very smart lady and you have a good career ahead of you with maximum job satisfaction. I know you have been troubled with suicidal thoughts for a while but you know the system hun. Get a second opinion from another pdoc. Being open about suicidal thoughts wont get you locked up in a hospital. I have spoken about mine to a CPN and they havent locked me up in a hospital. Dont give up. Continue fighting. Please stay safe xxxx
You can hun. You can stop this. I truely believe you want help. You are posting here while attempting to do the deed. To me that signals you want help. I will stay on if you need to talk. please reconsider. You have so much going for you even though you can't see it at the moment. xxxxx
Please don't go thru with it..Call for an ambulance now...Suicide isn't the route to go..Get yourself safe..Then we can work on recovery..What ever the reason it's not good enough.. Your life matters..
I don't know what to do. I have told them I hate the way it is at the moment and has been recently. I told Dr on Monday that I was having suicidal thoughts...I obs didn't tell him they were for that night, but I told him they were there. I told them today I couldn't guarentee it wont happen again.
What do I get... "call crisis team when you feel bad". I don't know how many times I have said I wont. I need more than that. I wont call crisis team.
No body listens. Or it seems like it. I know all you get is a one sided thing from me but it's the way I feel.
I wrote on Monday on my blog about the appointment with Dr T. Today just goes to show he is a cock!
I understand, it never feels good after knowing you got so close does it.
Maybe you should be more honest about your feelings? Like exactly what your plans are. I'm really sorry if these are bad suggestions, i'm not feeling too great myself so i'm trying my best to help a bit
GP had a read of your blog earlier. That doc is a complete wanker!!!! If I were you I would make a complaint against him. I would also state in that complaint that you told him you were suicisal he didnt listen and you attempted. I can see how much distress you are in and I dont blame you with an idiot like that. is there any way you can get another psych? And also are there any other A&Es in the same county you live in? Sometimes psych care is better in a different hosp in the same county and cos it would be the same county you would be entitled to the care there. I hopw you can get things sorted hun. Keep posting. Xxxx
There's other hospitals but no other psych departments. The psych department is run by another healthcare trust. It's weird.
I am hoping I will only have to see him one more time now. Making complaints is hard. I just want to not cause a fuss. And this guy is supposed to be a good one. He is one of the top guys. It's all a gentlemans club anyway so no point changing when he will just tell the other one what to do or what has happened and change it so it's all me.
I think I would rather be under the care of my GP. He is so nice and caring.
Got really worried reading this post, are you still with us Golden? Please be, so many good things can happen in the future...and think about it, we only get ONE chance to LIVE people! ONE chance in the 10 BILLION years the earth will exist...that should give you and everybody else some motivation to at least try some more!
Sorry I didnt see the whole thread! Good to see you are still here