I tried my damndest to stay away from this site during my vacation. However, I have failed, while my vacation has been loads of fun. I am falling back into my depression. From shame of being financially stupid. I am completely broke right Now. To make matters worse I asked my mom for a loan. However, that money is tided up in the hard of electronic money transfer. :depressed: I prepaid for a hotel so I will have a bed to sleep on. However, that is not going to be for at least 8 hours. Stupid fucking hotels and not acknowledging when a day starts and ends. My whole drive down here, to Las Vegas, I felt like crashing into oncoming traffic. The shame of asking for money and then asking for more because I made the wrong choice. Right now I wish there was less ventilation. That way I could just run my car till I don't wake up. PayPal says my money will likely be in my bank account on Monday. That is too far away what will I do? I just want everything to end. I look like a complete idiot and need money to save some face. :cry: I hope I can fall asleep soon. I also hope security ignores me.