I broke up with my girlfriend.. I know it was for the best.. for reasons.. Not for depression.. But I feel so terrible.. We both have life situations going on.. Trying to figure out who we are.. She is going to college and then to job corp.. And I have my own issues trying to live with my roommates.. And I have broken up with her because of a few diffrent factors: Its hard for me for one, to express my feelings to her.. Two, I need someone whom I can see more often.. Who isn't as long distance.. Three, I need someone who can understand my financial limitations.. and my mental ones. I just.. don't know.. I know if is for the best, but it still hurts me.. It still hurts.. And I feel bad about it.. I want to hate myself.. But I have to keep telling myself it is for the best.. But I still feel like shit for doing it..