Hi, this is my first post on the forum, a forum I never thought I'd need and how wrong I fear I was. I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder last year (which at the time was of no surprise). At the time I was dating someone who until now, I thought loved me. Yesterday, she got me taken into custody. I was then further arrested for allegations she had made about me with regards to domestic violence. I was in custody all through the night. It was the hardest night of living I have ever endured. I cannot understand why she would claim such terrible things, after she has seen me at my lowest and knew the impact her allegations would have on my well-being. I am at the point now where I've tried to live with being diagnosed and medicated as a way of a 'better life' - and I don't want to go on without her and I don't want to go on with her. She picked me up after my last attempt and now she has solely destroyed my will to continue. Please help me find a way because I just don't see one.