Broken. &. Torn. Apart. I can't take this, I hate this shit life, I hate everything about it, I hate everyone in it, I hate everything! I just want to die. I plan to yeah, but I don't know what else to do if it fails. I had another plan but that'll take weeks, maybe months to get access to the equitment. I just don't know what to do. Do all fourteen year olds feel like this? Well, has a seven year old ever wanted to take their life before? I'm sure they have, but I just know this won't get any better. Heartbroken. Alone. Torn apart. Broken all together. *sigh* Lovely.