My ex broke up with me early july, without explaniation. She was the first girl loved and fell for. I always thought to myself, this must be what Icarus felt when he flew for the first time and it felt great, liek I was invincible. When she broke up with me I started to feel liek Orion, but left out of the stars. Liek my. Heart had died and all of the butterflys I felt died too. I've never felt this kind of heartache before. My friends told me that I wore my heart on my sleeve too much, but she was the first girl I've ever fell for. All I wanted from her was her love and heart. I told her that I didn't care about sex that as long as she was with me, nothing else matters. Now I have a broken heart and I can't find the peices to put it back together. She doesn't wonder in my mind anymore, but she still in the broken peices of my heart. What do I do to get get her out of my heart?