He the only one that can break a girls heart and then say when he get out of college if they both are single they can try again. And all she does is think he is going to make me a rebond girl because she really does love him. and she say yeah that sound good to me. She sound lonely and is trying not to cry but it not working and she knows she is going to be crying herself to sleep tonight. She knows that it most likely because of the distance between them and he does want her to be happy. She is thinking about killing herself again because that would make everyone happy one less person in the world. She knows her dad would be sad that is the only thing stopping her. She dont care what her mom thinks because her mom left her. She is looking for something good in her life and cant find it because she knows it was him. And all she want to do is end her life but she dont she just put a smile on her face and act like nothing happens while only her best friend knows she is sad everyone else see a happy girl.