Hi Hollie,
I'm sorry you are so down!! Can you tell us what triggered you??I'm not going to sit here and tell you things will be o.k. I take what you said very seriously.. We need to get it out in the open though so we can help you..With hard work on both sides we should bring you back into the light..I hope you don.t do anything, or have done anything.. Dates are meant to break,,So lets work together on this and bring you back to a happy person..