Talking to my sister about my brother problem. She snitched on me to my parents. My brother only got told to keep out my room and not to call me fat. I got told to stop playing my music. I got told that i should be used to being a emo. I got told with my past i should live with being told i should kill myself. I got told i am pathetic. I got told i am their worst child. I just self harmed. I need someone who understands. I need help. I need to get away. I need to cut again. God why wont they understand. Why wont this pain go away. I need help. So fucking badly. I want to die.