I really need to work on a lot of areas in my life, and Im just so jaded with everything, I cant motivate myself at all. My head is just going around in circles, i feel brain dead. I really feel like chucking a sickie tommorow, I dont want to have to smile one more time without meaning it, im not a fucking circus clown. I need to meet new people, build a social life, and maybe meet a new girlfriend, since im now officially single. Where do I start? Has anyone felt so utterly trapped and alone, and found a way out of it? What did you do? Where did you go? :unsure: :sad: Im thinking I should go back on meds again and start seeing someone as part of the solution, and other logical things like university and so on come to mind, but thats not feasible, I dont have the money for it, and its too late to start this year anyway. I need radical solutions, doable solutions, short term. Forget clubs and bars as well, I dont do those alone, and ill be alone for everything.