Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Casey., May 31, 2008.

  1. Casey.

    Casey. Well-Known Member

    Whether it is or isn't, I feel like I'm the footstool for everyone. It seems that everytime I turn around, someone else is pissed off at me. ***** for God know's what, *** for something, ***** for some shit I did, **** for something I said, *** for my beliefs and practices, ****** for something that's none of his business, and ***** for something entirely unrelated to everything else! It feels like I can't do shit right...even when I try I get a knife in the back or a threat to my face. I try to help those I can, sacrificing more that I should. Money, time, emotional support, blood, sweat, energy, time, EVERYTHING! I don't get much back. Does that bother me? Yes. Why? Because I try to fix what I can and then someone else is pissed off at me for something. Rarely get a thank you, rarely get a pack of smokes out of the deal. Hell, I don't even get a thank you fucking anymore. Bullshit all of it.
  2. Choma

    Choma Member

    Same with me. I sort of deal with it by creating a tight knit group of friends to back me up. And I always spend Sunday with my family. Wait.... today's Sunday. OK most Sunday's I spend with my family.

    Is there no one at all you can just trust to be your friend?
  3. candy15

    candy15 Active Member

    thank you for being so sweet, every time and always
    -big hug for andrea :)