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Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Sa Palomera, Sep 24, 2006.

  1. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    I have no clue why I'm posting this. yes the always hyperactive happy didorian Ishtar is a bit sad now. way too far behind at uni, drinking way too much, eating way too much, being a bitch towards my parents etc.

    urhg nevermind am not in the mood to rant much just wanted to get it off my chest a bit I guess. whatever.

    thanks for wasting your time on this thread hehe
  2. JohnADreams

    JohnADreams Well-Known Member

    Never a waste of time to hear how you're doing, hun :hug:
  3. wienerman

    wienerman Guest

    excactly what john said, i hope things improve for you soon hun.
  4. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    thanks guys :hug:
  5. thedeafmusician

    thedeafmusician Staff Alumni

    It isnt a waste of time... not at all hun. :hug:

  6. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    Thanks for posting that Ishtar. It is important for us to shares your downs as well as the ups. I hope things look up soon. We are here for you hun. Always. :) :hug:
  7. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    not a waste of time at all! you know im here for ya hun :hug:

    vikki xxx

    ps. thin walls are so revealing aren't they, make good chat dont they? lol haha, jus trying to cheer you up a bit :biggrin:
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  8. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    urgh dont start with me about thin walls!!!! LOL
  9. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    You are funny Ishtar. The thin walls you told us about in chat, well.........
    All i can say is "ear plugs" and get them quick. :) Love ya hun. :hug:
  10. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    ear plugs are actually a good idea or I could just go around bumping with a stick at the ceiling if they're erhm "working it" again hehe :dry:
  11. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    haha the banging the celing could be a good idea, but they may think your 'working it' it on the ceiling :huh: with all that banging and all that! :tongue:

    haha! :biggrin:
  12. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    all I did today was go to one class and sleep. I slept all day. I dunno what to do anymore. I dont see the joy in anything anymore. All I wanna do is sleep and never wake up. and I dont even know WHY I'm feeling like this. This is the first time in my life that I feel so fucking depressed without something particular that's happened. I just feel like this. I dont know for how long I will be able to stay strong and handle this... :( :( :( :(

    I do not wanna die, but I dont wanna live like this either. I cant do this much longer. I'm not strong enough to keep going...
  13. wienerman

    wienerman Guest

    you are an amazingly strong girl and i know you will get through these bad feelings


    we all love you hun, and we all believe in you.
  14. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    I can't fucking take this. It hurts too much.
  15. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    thats exactly how i feel :( it sucks :(
  16. SmilePretty

    SmilePretty Staff Alumni

    when i was younger when go "bumpety bump" down the stairs lol, that is, we would sit on the stairs and 'slide down' them
  17. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    You didn't waste anyones time, if it made you feel beter that's all that matters. Plus, this is what SF if for, getting things off your chest, venting, support, friendship and ect.

    So please don't ever feel yuou wasted anyones time. :hug: