Just wanted to say thanks to everyone who's tried to help me/made me feel less alone these past few weeks. This should be it from me. I've been back and forth, i know but I really don't know what I was trying to do by stopping myself anymore. So..bye from me. Thank you.
I hope you reconsider too, I don't know you well, but I don't want anyone to end life in terms like this. Imagine your last moment....and I care about you, I care about everyone here, and my heart goes out to everyone because I know the pain. But it can get better. please re-think this.