Bye Everyone

[SusieOl]

I haven't slept in days. My therapist wants to put me in hospital. That's not going to happen!!! Time to throw in the towel. See ya

 

[Sadeyes]

Please listen to your therapist...I know how horrible hospitals can be as I have been in and out of them for a year, but I also know that there they can be helpful...please reconsider and get the care you need...big hugs

 

[whatif]

No Susie we are all here we are all in this together

 

[Speedy]

Hi Susie,

:sad:

Sending lots of :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: your way. Hope you reconsider your therapist's offer to send you to a hospital. A hospital can keep you safe even if the hospital you go to sounds scary or if you don't want to go. :hugtackles:

Take care,

Alex

 

[SusieOl]

I've been in and out of the hospital 6 times it never lasts. Tired of the same ol shit

 

[whatif]

Susie we support you all the way you not alone

 

[Sadeyes]

Me too and I know how dehumanizing it can feel, but I also know it is for my own good, so I go...please get the care you need...advocate strongly for yourself so you are assured that you do get it...thinking of you...J

 

[SusieOl]

What's the point. I deserve to die

 

[Sadeyes]

No one like yourself deserves to die...in fact, you have an obligation to yourself to be a strong advocate to feel better...that is what you deserve...big hugs

 

[whatif]

Susie I understand you completely trust me I'm holding on I want you to hold on with me. Cause trust me I'm at the same point right now its hard but these people on this forum are here for us

 

[SusieOl]

In the last 4 1/2 years I lost my girlfriend, was involved in a fatal car accident and was raped by a good friend

 

[whatif]

I've lost my soon to be wife two cars house 100k a year everything I know

 

[roscho]

What's the point. I deserve to die

Susie... Like many here, we've all lost a lot.

You don't deserve to die - you DESERVE TO LIVE. We all do.

We'll stand by your side, we need you standing by ours.

 

[lunalovegood]

In the last 4 1/2 years I lost my girlfriend, was involved in a fatal car accident and was raped by a good friend

You survived a fatal car accident and a rape. If that doesn't show strength, I don't know what does. I cannot imagine how painful and tough the road to recovery may have been and I'm sure still is.

I do not know you, but I care to see you stick around. You judge yourself very harshly saying you deserve to die. Want to? Maybe. But not deserve.

Hold on with us.

 

[Sadeyes]

I lost my walking, dancing, running, mother, best friend and 2 wonder cats (in less than a year) and I am still here...wheel chair and all (not to hijack your thread but to provide data) ...please believe that I truly know what loss is and I say with a full heart, you are worth living and not the one that should be punished...please try to find the self compassion you deserve as I am trying the same...neither of us asked to be in these situations, but having gone through them does not lessen our worth...please stay safe and get the care you need...big hugs, J

 

[clairedelune]

Be strong. I know you can make it. We're here for you.