You CAN fight, you just don't want to right now, and that is why you need some help, giving up is not the only answer.
I hear how much pain you are in, i can feel it in your words. I hear you, and I hear how much you want someone to help. You need to be connected to people to make it through this horrible time, keep talking to us, and find others to reach out to. You are not alone, and you are strong, I know you are.
If you are unable to ask for help, then have someone else do it for you, but find some help immediately, you should not have to suffer through this alone. Let us know if there is anything any of us can do to help you and ease the pain a bit.
I am so sorry you are feeling this way, I know it feels unbearable but don't give up, your life is precious, you are precious, you are here for a reason, I read your post for a reason, and it made me feel less alone in my own pain and desire to escape that pain. So, you see, you and I are connected, even if it is just via this forum, you have impacted my life, and for that I am grateful. Feel free to talk about wanting to die and what it is that is causing you this much pain, I am here to listen.
Tricia
