I want to eat my cake. I want to have it and eat it and have it and eat it and have it and eat it. After so long with no one, nothing, I have turned into a disgusting, selfish, greedy ...... *****. I want two men. And both men want me. I love them both. And they both love me. If I'm not careful I'm going to lose both. And then I'll have neither. And I'll go back to having no one, nothing. P.s. oh, my insult was moderated... insert your own, then.