last night my call mate told me that he see me as an older sister or mother but he cant explain his feeling. i told him dont be too showy in emotion because im not comfortable with it. he said "ok, i will not" then he started to talk as if there is nothing happen. i make a borderline between real friendship and online friendship. online is online. nothing more. friendship in real life i should give emotion not in net. i dont want anyone here in net be part of my real world. it only hurts me. i tried before have friends here on net and just make me more sad. clarification. i dont like him as a bf. just a friend. nothing more. im annoyed because the emotion strictly just FOR MY FRIENDS IN REAL LIFE. it seems i have for him.