ok! today I went and bought a whole bunch of sleeping pills, tylenol, and razor blades. I have everything all ready. the only thing I'm worried about is leaving my 3 year old daughter behind. I don't want her to have a disturbed life because her mom commited suicide, but I feel like she's going to hsve a disturbed life if I stay. I can't possibly raise a normal child when I'm as messed up as I am!?! either way her life won't be what it should be. I don't know what to do!