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Calm Before The End???

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SilentCry

Antiquitie's Friend
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I know everyone is probably tired of reading about my drama in life... I would be. So this is gonna be short...

I've been in a slump for awhile now... don't care about life, work, anything. But today I woke up different. It's kind of hard to explain... but it's a calming kind of feeling. Like I can do anything and NOTHING can stop or hurt me. It's as if I've made peace with everything that's happened in my life, and now I can move on... as in leaving. I don't know if this is a sign that things will be ok and I can "move on", or that I've actually hit rock bottom and I'm going to succeed this time. All I know is... my energy level is up. I started cleaning my house, getting rid of things I won't need anymore, being more socialable (in the event... so I won't be remembered as a recluse), things like that.

Is this a good thing? Feeling like nothing can ever hurt me, feeling like the issues I had are gone... feeling like I can finally succeed in something. Just wondering.

:anyone: :please:
 

SilentCry

Antiquitie's Friend
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The only problem is that I still want to die... more than ever. Is the way I feel going to help me complete my mission? Stupid question, I know... :sad:
 
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