It's weird but all of the constant feelings of depression and hopelessness are gone. Or at least not weighing down on me. I still feel like crap and see my life as pointless but I guess it's because I know I won't have to deal with it much longer. I figure august at the longest. It's just weird how it can get rid of the " I don't know what to do" feelings. I have no reason to stick around except that I have a few things that I want to see how they will turn out. Other than that, it's just a matter of how. Now I just go through the motions (not much different than the last 3 years) but I don't feel much of anything.