came and went

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Terry, Oct 29, 2006.

  1. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Ok, hubby came round to get his mail and more of his stuff today.

    The fucking bastard had to look the best I've ever seen him look, I guess he can bother with himself for other people, it was just me he didn't bother for.

    He acted like I was the one who ended it, all small and hurt and caring...YEAH LIKE HE GIVES A SHIT!!!!:dry: :dry:

    I feel absolutely mashed, like someone took a knife and cut my guts out, then gave em a good kicking for good measure.

    I can't stand hurting this much.

    Bye guys
  2. bye guys... now that is a scary thought
    hang in there...pleaseeee

    everyday i wake up to pain... chronic headaches, arthritus... nothing helps
    today though i started talking about it, and it feels good to get it out

    so talk... not saying that it will help but not saying it wont... some times we might need to scream it out... give it a try
  3. ACRon

    ACRon Well-Known Member

    I love your avatar deva:hug:
  4. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    walked into the sea, got very wet and very cold, but still here SIGH
  5. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    Aww hun, I am so sorry you are going thru this. How awful of him to go and just rub everything in your nose. Geez rub salt in the wound why doesn't he. Geez...I am sorry he is like that and did that. I don't understand how some people can be so un-caring like that. I have seen this happen before with people and I don't get why people have to play head games and all that bull.


    :hug: :hug: :hug: :handinhan

    With love and concern,
  6. Hazel

    Hazel SF & Antiquitie's Friend Staff Alumni

    Well I am glad you are here, now you can talk to us,
    use us for support...
    You can get through this, giving up on life is letting him win.
    If u want to chat pm me & I'll give u my I'm name.

    :hug: Hazel xo
  7. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    thanks all, just wish I could stop crying
  8. immure

    immure Account Closed

    you will and when u do ur charecter will be richer.
    then days will renew themselves and u will find urself more beautiful then before. i promise.
  9. Style

    Style Well-Known Member

    I've been there before. I know it seems really hard, but it will get better, and in the future you'll look back and be glad it played out how it did.

    Personally, I think if the other person felt they had to rub it in even more, then they're really not all that great, and if things had gone further, it might have even ended worse.

    I'm always available to talk as well. pm me or some other form of communication will also suffice.
  10. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    :eek:hmy: you should of tried talking to me! remember that night you was there for me, my turn now :tongue:

    You can allways talk to me about anything, i know im young and don't know about marraige and all that but i care about ya and don't want you to do that again! :hug:
  11. blub

    blub Guest

    Aaaah Devvie :sad:
    I'm here too :hug:
    I think you're such a fantastic person
    That bastard doesn't deserve you :mad:
    But please next time
    talk to someone here in the chat or on msn.
    When you're feeling bad again
    take care devvie :hug:
  12. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    Are you feeling any better hun? Please don't do that next time, we are here f or you and I for certain would be privaledged to talk with you anytime, you are such a sweet caring people and you don't deserve any of that. Please remember that.

    :hug: :hug: :hug: :cheekkiss :hug: :flowers:

    ~Love ya,
  13. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Sorry everyone for the fright and thanks for being so nice and wonderful.

    It was so hard on Sunday, I'd kinda got a handle on it and then he comes round and everything crashed in on me.

    I know he feels guilty, as he bloody should, but it didn't stop him making me feel awful.

    Just wish I could hate him and then I'd know I was getting over him.

    Thanks again everyone for being there.
  14. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    I know what you mean. I didn't get left I ran while I still could doesn't seem to matter who leaves, when you really love someone and you feel so awful but you can't hate them, instead we usaully end up taking it out on ourselves when for the most part it was the other person.

    It's hard to get past, I know I am really out of sorts right now. It's scarey and unfamiliar. I had decided to spend the rest of my life with him, and he went crazy after we got married then I have all that chaos, and I have to run to get out and bring the cops with me to insure I don't get hurt when I went and got my things, I packed a bag oneday and left..nowhere to go.....

    So if you ever need to talk, you can PM me anytime. I'd love talking with you, stay strong hun....I'm here for you and so is everyone else here. I care, remember that.

    ~With understanding,