Came back for seconds *trigger*

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by confuzzle, Aug 12, 2009.

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  1. confuzzle

    confuzzle Well-Known Member

    My leg pulses, aches
    I went back for seconds
    my, what marks smalls blades may makes
    whole day wanting
    no where to vent
    still in my mind, always on my mind now
    try to relate outside, can't see how
    girlfriend, friend, it doesn't matter
    they fear for me, or of it
    it doesn't fit
    the one who I call
    isn't there when I fall
    not their fault
    totally mine
    i couldn't hang on
    fuck, where did it all go so wrong?
    i started with two, now up to 5
    will this go up to my thigh?
    the total brings to seven
    a temporary heaven
    followed by brief shame, inner pain
    but now it wanes
    cold fills me up from inside
    they will find out, I cannot hide
    talk? I don't want it
    I don't deserve them, I did this to myself
    well, at least i told you, within my poem
    i owe em
    at least that
    my leg burns, its all i can think for
    these thoughts, i let them through the door
    allowed them action, to manifest
    I feel so numb, i feel so empty
    no one, no one should talk to me
    I tried, I lied
    why do you do this to me?
    my own fucking MIND!
     
  2. ZombiePringle

    ZombiePringle Forum Buddy and Antiquities Friend

    wow. good stuff.
     
  3. Bambi

    Bambi Well-Known Member

    Hey Confuzzle sorry I was not able to take your call..I can not help but wonder if and feel like I let you down.

    I know you feel a great many differing and conflicting emotions right now so please be gentle with yourself. Listen to the voice that wants to fight...you know the one I am talking about...really listen to that still, small voice now more than ever.

    You are so very strong and can do this...you alone must face this but you do not have to be alone so please know I am here for you always.

    You now understand that I see you like you see me so now we just have to get you to see you like I see you... I can't help but feel that when you see yourself as I see you will in deed fight for yourself as you will feel the tremendous respect and love for YOU that I feel now. Did you follow that one?

    Your gonna get through this, you really are.

    Love ya B
     
  4. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    :hug: Thanks for sharing!
     
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