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So I just went and hung up one of those <edit moderator total eclipse method> ready to go through with it.
Before I actually <edit moderator total eclipse method> held it up with my arm, and looked in the mirror to see what I would look like, and I couldn't help but imagine my dad coming down in the morning for work and finding me. I could almost hear him screaming "call 911!", and see him pulling me down to try to resuscitate me.
I couldn't do that. I can't. They can't be the ones to find me. Even if part of me wants to do it out of spite, that's too much. So I guess since I can't bring myself to go out of this house...I'm safe for now.
Before I actually <edit moderator total eclipse method> held it up with my arm, and looked in the mirror to see what I would look like, and I couldn't help but imagine my dad coming down in the morning for work and finding me. I could almost hear him screaming "call 911!", and see him pulling me down to try to resuscitate me.
I couldn't do that. I can't. They can't be the ones to find me. Even if part of me wants to do it out of spite, that's too much. So I guess since I can't bring myself to go out of this house...I'm safe for now.
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