Can´t make decision on what and were should I work. I´m 22 so I should probably study some college, but there I got the same problem. The only solution I currently make is the prolonging my job search, since I got social disorder (and laziness), so it is much comfortable for me just to stay at home with my parents. Sure there´s also problem with lacking of experience, but I think it´s mostly my fault I´m unemployed. Just to make decision where to work (home or abroad) and what kind of job. I guess this would help me alot, but there I´ve been having these thoughts on suicide for years and it´s getting worse, so now I´m not sure if all that effort is worth it. All that CVs posting, paper working, living place searching and what I´m mostly afraid is, that when I eventually find some job and apartement for rent, while being here all alone and isolated in my free time, it will increase my suicidal thoughts into an attempt level, since I´ve already lived for a few months alone in apartement and almost each of these days I regret I haven´t done it.