[/I] I been feeling vvvv low mood v low self esteem super bad mood swing and I really really feel so helpless. I hate everyone those i know n those i dono. I gt insomina migrate muscle ache i dono how to carry on living im jobless i don feel like gg out n find job. Everyday I just hope i can die faster. Im doing all sort of things to ruin my dirty worthless life.