Can anyone help with an essay problem

[Lonely101]

just wish i had a job, and was starting my life, and have time to meet someone and get an apartment at this stage ...

really lonely so ...

tbh i think ill leave this career behind after this ... hasnt worked out at all ... and guess its kinda been ruined

 

[Lonely101]

im just really upset right now, and feeling vulnerable so dont mind anything i say....

bleh bleh

 

[Lonely101]

need some supporting words, a friend, a hug, and a warm drink, and help!!! agh

nobody to help me with this fear right here...

wish i had a friend who could sit with me for a while...

really really need one, now....

need a hug

 

[cult logic]

Well, I wish much good fortune upon ye if that means anything.

My pm box is open if you need anything.

 

[Lonely101]

i really wish i had a friend here with me...to sit here...

 

[Lonely101]

guess i havent havent made the right friends yet

 

[cult logic]

I don't understand?

 

[Lonely101]

i jus really need some support right now, really need some one to be here for me right now, really badly :blub:

 

[cult logic]

Is there anything I can do?

 

[Lonely101]

im just really scared, just crying here on my own, i dunno wot to do?

 

[Lonely101]

my mom is getting very manipulative/vindictive and if i dont get away from her im going to kill myself

i feel like doing it now <Mod Edit: Shades-methods>,, i keep thinking it through step by step

im not going to finish my essays i know im not gonna make it, i dont have a chance and if i dont do it im stuck here suffering

can u help me cos i really think im gonna do it