Hey I'm Steve and new here (read this forum quite a bit though) Well in the past 8 months i could count all the times I've left the house on two hands and I'm a mess. Everything just came to a stop when i dropped out of college and quit work because of depression. I don't think I'm depressed anymore but the situation has got worse. My house is like a warzone and i don't feel like i have a family, or anyone to talk to (i feel like a different species). Today i told my mum that suicide is a huge threat because i don't have strength to battle my antagonistic father and move on with life at the same time. Ive put up with doing nothing for 8 months so there's gotta be some resilience there eh? Its really scary when you know that there's no road to take and such little time. Thanks for reading guys/gals I never normally have the guts to post in forums so this is out of character for me!