I am at a point where no one is taking me seriously anymore. I have threatened suicide so many times that it is like family and friends brush it off. Everyday I think of suicide and although it is something I do not enjoy, I really have no one to turn to for help. Counselors just do not seem to work for me and although I am insured, I really cannot afford the co payments. I am lost and have no one to turn too. My wife and I just seem to be living as roomates and the only reason we are together is because we have a 14 month old daughter now. I am extremely worried and this has overtaken my life. I was a completely different person just a couple years ago, but since then a lot of things have changed in my life. Is my life spinning out of control? Am I gonna end up in a mental hospital? I am looking for support. Anyone who can relate to me, please inbox me or give me advice, I have no one to turn to anymore.