I wonder if I can be saved.I fit the description of someone with stockholm syndrom.Can I be saved. I don't want to be like this or treated as I am,but I can't act against him. Between all the threats and all the kindness I can't do a thing.I have never been treated with as much kindness or care as I have been by my partner,these last 13 years.But like last nite he again starts in about his ex and suicide attempt,he knows not how I am at this time,and he says he should have helped her die and will anyone who tells him they are that way.He hurt me the last time he found I had burned myself 3x's worse than I had.I know he will carry out his threats he always does,but even with all that and more I have never know such kindness! He appears to have no memory of anything he does to hurt me,last nite he toast us for not hurting each other.He really seems to not know.I can not get out, I don't know what to do,He doesn't remember so how can I act against him?what if he is right and my experiences are a result of programming by my last doctor? If I go against him,who might be my only hope,how will I survive?If the doctors truelly are bad then they'll destroy me this time.I am so scared and confused,I can not think or make a decision.I can not help myself.and right now he is losing it.and is on the war path.and brought home tequilla last nite.