Can i call it rape when i consented for it each time or m i just lying to myself that he took advantage of me he took advantage of my love.? I am fully grown up involved in physical relationship before but this one was abusive. Yet i never wanted to end it i did everything i could to make him stay have sex with him. But that was all he ever did have sex. And then he found a new girl and just blocked me out of his life. He treats her well though. Am i lying to muself whn i tell myself that all he did was rape me for 8 months