I feel my sanity slipping away a little more each day. This morning while warming up the car, I couldnt make up my mind to scrape the frost off the windows. The other day...I couldnt decide if I should eat dinner or not. There are many more signs like that where I have been loosing functionality. There are times when I cant even make up my mind to take a shower or shave even though I know I need to. And the thing is...I dont want to be treated...I just want to get out of the rat race, before I am unable to make up my mind in doing anything.