J
Tonight I'm supposed to see my aunt. From the other side of my family that I didn't get to see yesterday on the holiday because my family is THAT fucked up. Nobody sees my mom or my brother now. and because my mom is basically my tie to that side of the family.. I guess I dont get to see them anymore unless someone goes out of their way. But anyways, I'm supposed to see her, to do.. I dont know what. But she's the one that knows some stuff... and she's familiar with all this sort of thing because she only works in a fucking hospital.. can I hide how bad I feel right now with the holidays and everything? or am I screwed?! I know I can hide it from anyone just normally.. people are pretty shut off to this stuff... it's scarying, I know.. but she's totally tuned in!!! AHHG why did I have to tell her?! BIGGGEST MISTAKE EVER... I even tried telling her I made it all up... and she said she didn't believe me,.. but if I did then I'd STILL NEED HELP.. ahhg :sad: So I guess I really am just a fucked up kid regardless...
:cry: :wallbash:
I just want to hide....
:cry: :wallbash:
I just want to hide....