I just really want to be done with life. It seems like nothing will ever get better. Life is pointless. I just don't get what the point of me being on this world is. I'm debating if I should just go back to hiding everything. It would make it so people wouldn't have to worry about me. I could slowly continue isolating. And then eventually just die. It would work, right? I just don't know what to do anymore. I can't handle life. It feels like everything is just a mess. My grandfather is dying. My father keeps doing this. And its not like this girl will ever stop this. So I'm at the end of my rope. I give up. I guess I'm going to end it all.