Gym
When I was 13...oh, gosh I don't even like thinking back on it but here goes nothing.
I was so miserable. My day started off horribly. No one even wanted to sit next to me on the bus because I wasn't showering any more. The kids at school picked on me all day long. My teacher from two years previous hated me and almost held me back a year, and that stigma of being a "loser" had stuck with me in to middle school. My own grandfather's death had affected not just me, but my entire family. My mom went through a depression that year too and things were a mess at home.
I thought about ending things too.
I know when you are depressed, you hate hearing things like "It will get better," or "there's always hope," but I can tell you Gym that within a few years, things did get a LOT better for me. My grades improved, I started making friends, and I got in to a good college. In college I met Mrs Luki! Now we have two wonderful kids.
Right now, at this point, I am in the midst of another depression (it's why I am here) and I have gone through other ones as well. But <----(and this is the most important but you ever see in your life) I know from experience life does change, some times for the better even! It's not always been sweetness, light and roses, but there have been some really good times I am glad I didn't miss.
You will have days where you fly through the air again, Gymnast! Don't miss out on them!