I have obsessive compulsive behavior, and had it since I was a kid.Back when I was 15(I'm 21 now) it has gotten pretty bad(that is when I was diagnosed with it). It was worse then the usual obsessions, and it went into deep depresion which made me think about suicide a lot,and worse,I was at a point where that anxiety feeling tha t I got when I didn't followed my "rituals" started not only to become stronger,but also to appear without any reason(no particular obsession trigered it). That is when I decided to get help. Now, 5 years later,I am fine,been off treatment for 4 months, and in March I am scheduled for a psihologic exam. The problem is that in the past month, I started having some obsessions again, aswell as some feelings of unease(light anxiety?) so I don't know if I should call my doctor or if I should wait. I heard that this disease can't be fully healed, so maybe feeling like this at some time after I ceased treatment is normal? I just feel I am sliping back again. What do you think, should I wait?