I have researched this thing that I do completely so when i am overwhelmed and feeling stress I take a bunch of a certain analgesic..........this serves to make very sick and but could also lead to liver failure. I haven't told anyone but notice that I am getting sicker for longer periods of time. I don't want to die of liver failure, but part of me wants to die. Have I crossed the line from self harm to attempts? is there even a line? What can I do, I afraid I can't stop.