I am so scared. I dont know what to do. I have everything you could ever want in life. No one would ever believe me that I have been planning my disappearance for almost a year. I just dont wont to hurt everyone close to me. The thing is I dont want to die but I HAVE to. No one could ever understand. I have the most beautiful family, girl friend, friends, successful job. I really want to live a great life but it is beyonf my forces, I must die. I have no choice. I so scared but fake everything so that no one else hurts. What do i do?