i am not feeling well. vdry, very sick and weak.. i want to know if someone can talk to me for a little amount of time. i want to talk to someone even that its before i harm myself if i do. i think that i wont hurt myself so severely if i do that. i self mutilate. without it i am very numb and there is a sinking feeling full of anxiety. i wnat to do it before work if i do it at all. you do not have to talk to me.. i just want to try asking.. im sorry if its just trouble..