Fearing death is holding me back. I'm afraid of being re-incarnated as multiple animals by my atoms. Or having my life repeated if the fate of the universe is to implode then re-explode. (fate of the universe) I'm also very afraid of just not existing ever again. I don't know why since my life has been terrible? I'm also afraid of being "rescued". Also afraid of being re-incarnated as another person. Lastly the lease likley option, having a soul and being judged for sins, and this scenerio would result in an eternal afterlife. When I tried to kill myself, I was overcome with fear. How do you reduce it? Or get rid of it? Are there any other possibilities that can happen when you die?