I have been fighting the feelings for years, but they are getting stronger and overwhelming.
i have no help. Everyone says it will get better, my question is when? Ex husband has done everything he can to ensure I lose my house, and now it looks like i am. I was one payment behind because of one of my childrens ongoing medical bills. Bank has filed a claim for my house. Ex is wealthy, he can provide for them. I have been fighting with everything I have to provide for years, and now im at an end. Just how much can one person deal with alone? Answer: about this much before it gets too much.
I have to ring the bank in the morning and beg for them not to take my house, the anniversary of my mothers death was last week, one of my children is in and out of hospital, but the bank dont care, a payment of less than $400 and they want our home.
I hate my life, there is no joy, no pleasure, just pain and loneliness. Thats it.