cannot hold the pain back anymore

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by among the stars, Dec 1, 2008.

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  1. among the stars

    among the stars Well-Known Member

    ive been trying so hard to gloss over my feelings so no one would kno how bad i have been feeling lately but i cannot handle it tonite....i have been forcing myself to be happy but tonite i cannot even force a half smile it takes too much effort and energy...both of which i have run out of....i never knew how much pain would come from grief but i kno its not all about mom anymore...something else has taken me over....idk what it is but i cannot end the pain w/o ending my life and idk if i really want to do that or not....i just want to kill the burning sensation in my heart and in my soul....i cant live w. the pain....i cannot deal w. the medical issues resulting from the pain.....i just cant do it anymore
     
  2. Mikeintx

    Mikeintx Well-Known Member

    PLEASE meg hang in there. Please call someone, anyone and tell them how you are feeling.
     
  3. Starlite

    Starlite Senior Member

    meg you are always there giving of yourself to others,it is your turn to get the support that you deserve. You do deserve it! Please let us support you in whatever you need hun! I care alot about you , and am here for you anytime you need me to be.

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