I'm so sorry but I can't bring myself to talk someone out of suicide when I feel so strongly about wanting to take my own life. But I need support too. I know selfish of me for sure!! Nothing is wrong but I can't quit wanting to take my own life. I have everything to live for, great family, beautiful grandchildren a job I love, but I hate life and I hate me for feeling this way. I am going through ECT and don't feel any different, in fact I probably feel worse because I but so much hope into it and I have had 7 and it is not working. I am secretly trying to take my life now and trying to make it look like an accident. I know I need help but I don't know where to turn. I wish I would just die already. Well thanks for listening.