Can't believe I've done this.

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by ali-wali, Nov 11, 2010.

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  1. ali-wali

    ali-wali Well-Known Member

    Just woken up, it's half 9 at night. empty bottle of vodka next to me, first time I've had a drink since new years eve. My wrist is stinging so bad and my thighs too. I haven't cut in a year. I had a bad night last night. I remember the last time I did it, I woke up late for counselling and was nervous anyway because that session I had to draw pictures of how I felt! How gay. And I listen to my ipod walking there but I lost it, my brother bought me it for christmas and it was the best present I've ever gotten. I felt so stupid losing it and ended up cutting my wrists, aswell as missing counselling and then she sent me a letter saying she assumed I didn't need her anymore. And now I'm in the same position, why can't things get better. I have work on the weekend and we aren't allowed to wear long sleeves cos of infection control. What am I gonna do? I cnt lose my job i'm such an idiot sometimes!!!!!!!!
     
  2. Johnnyc

    Johnnyc Well-Known Member

    Is there no way you can call in sick, just say you've wad a nasty sore throught all week or something like that.
    I have had to call in sick many times after slicing myself up.
     
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